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You sit there, idly fiddling with your hair, twisting it between your fingers not unlike the actions your two-year-old self did years ago. A creature of habit, you regress to these behaviors unconsciously and use them as a pacifier. Calm those twitching nerves, ease that uncomfortable twinge in your stomach.

Don't bother to wonder why you feel this way. Don't ask what could possibly be causing these feelings. That would be too direct, too easy. It would lead to a solution before  ready... if you'll ever be ready. 

You always put things off. Procrastination is key. Why? Though you've never truly failed, you've never truly succeeded. It's done nothing to help you. You use procrastination as a defense. Procrastination takes the form of a safety net, ready to cradle your inevitable fall. You can't truly fail if you never truly tap into that reserve of potential and talent others say you have. If you fail, it's because you didn't use all the power you have. You can't risk failing without that net. The fall would surely be your demise - breaking all your bones and your spirit as well.